Ben seni kocaman bir y\u00fcrekle sevdim. G\u00f6zlerim de\u011fil, y\u00fcre\u011fimdi senig\u00f6ren.Sen damarlar\u0131mdaki kana kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p, geldin oturdun y\u00fcre\u011fime. Bir ba\u015fkayerdeolamazd\u0131n zaten. Sen, benim en de\u011ferli yerimde, y\u00fcre\u011fimde olmal\u0131yd\u0131n,orada kalmal\u0131yd\u0131n. \u00e7ok a\u015fka ev sahipli\u011fi yapan bu y\u00fcrek, ilk kez bukadarkolay kabullendi seni. Herhangi bir konuk de\u011fildin art\u0131k. Bu y\u00fczdennea\u011f\u0131rlama fasl\u0131 vard\u0131, ne de u\u011furlama. O y\u00fcre\u011fin ger\u00e7ek sahibiydin.\u015eimdi sonbahar, k\u0131\u015fa giriyoruz ya\u2026 Ben d\u00f6rt mevsim bahar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131mseninle. \u00e7i\u00e7ek \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7t\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fimde. G\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 zay\u0131f kald\u0131, seninrenklerin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda. Taze bir yaprak gibi ye\u015fildin. A\u00e7elya idinpembeli\u011finle. \u00dczerine \u00e7i\u011f taneleri d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sar\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fcn. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131nbirate\u015f gibi. ve maviydin\u2026 En \u00e7ok bu renkle anmay\u0131 sevdim seni. Denizetutkundum, denizi sensiz, seni de denizsiz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemedim.Seni severken d\u00fcnyay\u0131 da sevdim ben, insanlar\u0131 da\u2026 Kendime bile dargelirken, i\u00e7inde herkese yer olan bir hayat\u0131n sahibiydim art\u0131k. Enk\u0131zg\u0131n,en tahamm\u00fcls\u00fcz oldu\u011fum anlarda bile, seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek yetti bana.\u0130\u00e7imdekisevin\u00e7 y\u00fcz\u00fcme yans\u0131d\u0131, g\u00fcld\u00fcm. Beni \u00f6ylesine g\u00fcld\u00fcren senin sevgindiveben kayg\u0131s\u0131z, i\u00e7ten g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ne demek oldu\u011funu, nas\u0131l g\u00fczel bir \u015feyoldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m seninle\u2026Her \u015feye ra\u011fmen sevdim seni. G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fcm ve a\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7bir zorlukyoktu. Koca bir kente, koca bir \u00fclkeye kafa tutabilirdim. Sen elimdentuttu\u011funda, patlamaya haz\u0131r bir volkan gibi hissederdim kendimi.Menzilsendin ve ben o menzile ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in \u00f6n\u00fcme \u00e7\u0131kan her \u015feyi yokedebilirdim<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ben seni kocaman bir y\u00fcrekle sevdim. G\u00f6zlerim de\u011fil, y\u00fcre\u011fimdi senig\u00f6ren.Sen damarlar\u0131mdaki kana kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p, geldin oturdun y\u00fcre\u011fime. Bir ba\u015fkayerdeolamazd\u0131n zaten. Sen, benim en de\u011ferli yerimde, y\u00fcre\u011fimde olmal\u0131yd\u0131n,orada kalmal\u0131yd\u0131n. \u00e7ok a\u015fka ev sahipli\u011fi yapan bu y\u00fcrek, ilk kez bukadarkolay kabullendi seni. Herhangi bir konuk de\u011fildin art\u0131k. Bu y\u00fczdennea\u011f\u0131rlama fasl\u0131 vard\u0131, ne de u\u011furlama. O y\u00fcre\u011fin ger\u00e7ek sahibiydin.\u015eimdi sonbahar, k\u0131\u015fa giriyoruz ya\u2026 Ben[Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku…]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[229],"tags":[1300],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2287"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2287"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2287\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2287"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2287"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2287"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}