O y\u0131l gelmesini bekledi\u011fin en \u00f6nemli G\u00fcnleri bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r i\u00e7inde eyl\u00fcl,g\u00fcne\u015fle ya\u011fmurun birlikte oldu\u011fu,birbirine kentlendi\u011fi ayd\u0131r kimileri i\u00e7in,kimileri i\u00e7inse okulun ilk g\u00fcnlerindeki tarif edilemeyen duygular\u0131 bar\u0131nd\u0131ran \u015fefkatli sonbahar g\u00fcnlerine benzer,yeni bak\u0131\u015flar,yeni arkada\u015flar,yeni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler ve daha niceleriyle s\u00fcsl\u00fcd\u00fcr,insan\u0131 mutlu edebilecek her \u015fey vard\u0131r asl\u0131nda,huzur dolu g\u00fcnlerin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r,lisedeki ilk eyl\u00fcl\u00fcn\u2026Orda mutlu olman\u0131n asl\u0131nda kendi mutlulu\u011funun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenirsin ilk y\u0131l\u0131nda,dostlar\u0131n mutlu de\u011filse sen de mutlu de\u011filsindir,mutluluk kavram\u0131 senin i\u00e7in de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015ftir orada,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc af\u0131nda ilk defa \u00e7ok g\u00fcvendi\u011fin dostlar\u0131n vard\u0131r,ilk defa dostun olmu\u015ftur orada,ve ilk defa senin i\u00e7in kendini \u00f6ne atan insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcnd\u00fcr,sende de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fsindir,\u00f6nce arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 mutlu etmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f sonra kendin . i\u00e7in arda kalanlar\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fs\u0131nd\u0131r,ilk y\u0131l\u0131 dostlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenerek ge\u00e7irmi\u015fsindir,ve ger\u00e7ekten ilk defa huzurlusundur\u2026\u0130kinci y\u0131l ilk defa a\u015f\u0131k olursun ve ilk defa reddedilirsin,bir k\u00f6\u015feye ge\u00e7er g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131nla birlikte hayallerini d\u00f6kersin koridorlara,yine yan\u0131nda dostlar\u0131n vard\u0131r,seni yine dostlar\u0131n teselli eder\u2026ilk defa dostlar\u0131n i\u00e7in kavga etmeye gidersin,ilk defa dayak yersin bir dostun i\u00e7in belki de ama yine de mutlusundur \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc dostunla birlikte yemi\u015fsindir o daya\u011f\u0131,hayatta hep yan\u0131nda oldu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n ki\u015fiylesindir yine,ve yine mutlusundur o sonbahar vaktinde,ayr\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n dostundan,ilk defa \u00fcz\u00fclerek\u2026Yaz tatilini bekleyerek ge\u00e7irirsin ilk defa,ilk defa okulun tekrar a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 beklersin,beklersin;beklerken de bo\u015f durmas\u0131n her an elinde Telefon birilerine mesaj atars\u0131n ve heyecanla beklersin kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,bazen kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n gelmeyece\u011fini bildi\u011fin mesajlar atar ama yine de beklersin gece yar\u0131lar\u0131na kadar\u2026\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc y\u0131la daha bir mutlu girersin,arkada\u015flar\u0131nla bulu\u015fman\u0131n heyecan\u0131 i\u00e7indesindir,sar\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131n gelmi\u015ftir tekrar kar\u015f\u0131na,tankerin de yan\u0131ndad\u0131r o g\u00fcn,hele hele inek g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc ki\u015filer,tabi melekleri de unutmamak laz\u0131m,i\u015fte b\u00f6yle tarif edilmesi g\u00fc\u00e7 duygularla dolusundur.Yine her zamanki gibi okulu turlars\u0131n o ilk bahar\u0131n g\u00fcne\u015fli g\u00fcnlerinde,mart’\u0131 beklersin,oca\u011f\u0131n ge\u00e7medi\u011fini bilebile,bir daha a\u015f\u0131k olursun ama bu sefer duygular\u0131n\u0131 bast\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc tekrar reddedilmekten korkars\u0131n,ve de nitekim \u00f6yle olur\u2026 o y\u0131l\u0131da ac\u0131 tatl\u0131 an\u0131larla ge\u00e7irirsin,ayr\u0131l\u0131k vakti geldi\u011finde i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e a\u011flars\u0131n,fakat azda olsa mutlusundur \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc tekrar geri d\u00f6nece\u011fini bilirsin\u2026D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc y\u0131l\u0131na yani son senene girersin okulda,sonbahar\u0131 son kez ge\u00e7irirsin,ama bu sefer yapraklar eskisinden daha bir garip d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr senin i\u00e7in,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ilk defa ayr\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn ve af\u0131nda hi\u00e7 kimseyi g\u00f6remezsin,ilkbahar\u0131 beklersin mutlu olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek\u2026\u0130lkbahar ger\u00e7ekten daha bir garip gelir o y\u0131l,ilkbahar\u0131n geli\u015fi mutlu etmez hi\u00e7 kimseyi,herkes sevin\u00e7li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr birbirine fakat hi\u00e7 kimse i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7eni s\u00f6yleyemez,nedeni nedir bilinmez asl\u0131nda?G\u00f6zler bakar umutsuzca,kalp g\u00f6zleri konu\u015fturur,kulaklar sanki duyuyormu\u015fcas\u0131na dikkatle dinler onlar\u0131;hi\u00e7 kimse g\u00f6zlerini kapamak istemez \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bilirler y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde tutan o an i\u00e7in o bak\u0131\u015flard\u0131r,o bak\u0131\u015flar bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn en \u00f6nemli anlar\u0131n\u0131n tek kan\u0131t\u0131d\u0131r belkide\u2026zil \u00e7alar herkes kalkar gider usulca,zaman ge\u00e7er ve uyku vakti gelir.Bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc uyku tutmaz hi\u00e7 kimseyi,herkes y\u0131l sonunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr,ve o an g\u00f6zlerden birer damla ya\u015f s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr,hani insan h\u00fcng\u00fcr h\u00fcng\u00fcr a\u011flamak isterde a\u011flayamaz ya i\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir \u015feydir bu\u2026 Bu ac\u0131ya g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc bile dayanamaz ,uyan\u0131r Saate ald\u0131rmadan,bir ya\u011fmur ba\u015flar ard\u0131ndan, bu ya\u011fmur \u00f6yle bir ya\u011fmur de\u011fildir asl\u0131nda,asl\u0131nda g\u00f6k y\u00fcz\u00fc y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcyordur g\u00f6zlerinden,umutsuzluk kaplar herkesin i\u00e7ini ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler bo\u011fmaya ba\u015flar karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n korkun\u00e7 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026Ve son G\u00fcn gelir \u00e7atar ,evet koskoca 4 sene ne \u00e7abuk ge\u00e7mi\u015fti,ne zaman ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f ve bitmi\u015fti\u00e7li\u011fimizin en g\u00fczel zaman\u0131,\u00e7ocuksu duygular ne zaman bast\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, her \u015fey bitti sona geldi,vakit ge\u00e7meseydi ke\u015fke,ama her g\u00fczel \u015feyin sonu oldu\u011fu gibi bununda bir sonu olmal\u0131yd\u0131 ve olmu\u015ftu da \u2026Hi\u00e7bir\u015fey insan\u0131 mutlu etmeye yetmiyordu o an,zaman h\u0131zla ge\u00e7iyordu,ve her \u015fey bitmi\u015fti i\u015fte\u2026Aradan y\u0131llar ge\u00e7er ve okulu ziyarete gelirsin,ama senin i\u00e7in o okul eski tad\u0131 vermez ne Merve’ler vard\u0131r orda ne de ilker’ler hepsi gitmi\u015ftir,hocalar de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015ftir,sen eski yerinde de\u011filsindir \u2026o eski c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131 yoktur senin i\u00e7in art\u0131k ama mutlu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn,her zamanki gibi\u2026\u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle daha \u00e7ooook \u015fey var ama,demi\u015ftim ya her g\u00fczel \u015feyin sonu oldu\u011fu gibi bununda bir sonu olmal\u0131,ne diyeyim ki daha ne s\u00f6yleyeyim ki beyaz bir ka\u011f\u0131da daha ne yaz\u0131y\u0131m ki,beyaz bir Ka\u011f\u0131t yeter mi ki bizi anlatmaya,son olarak \u015funu s\u00f6ylemek istiyorum,\u00f6nemli olan,y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n gece oldu\u011funda var oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek de\u011fil,y\u0131ld\u0131zlarl\u0131n,parlamasa bile her an var oldu\u011funu bilmek ve o y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 unutmamakt\u0131r\u2026unutmayan ve untulmayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar her zaman var olacakt\u0131r.T\u0131pk\u0131 bizler gibi..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
O y\u0131l gelmesini bekledi\u011fin en \u00f6nemli G\u00fcnleri bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r i\u00e7inde eyl\u00fcl,g\u00fcne\u015fle ya\u011fmurun birlikte oldu\u011fu,birbirine kentlendi\u011fi ayd\u0131r kimileri i\u00e7in,kimileri i\u00e7inse okulun ilk g\u00fcnlerindeki tarif edilemeyen duygular\u0131 bar\u0131nd\u0131ran \u015fefkatli sonbahar g\u00fcnlerine benzer,yeni bak\u0131\u015flar,yeni arkada\u015flar,yeni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler ve daha niceleriyle s\u00fcsl\u00fcd\u00fcr,insan\u0131 mutlu edebilecek her \u015fey vard\u0131r asl\u0131nda,huzur dolu g\u00fcnlerin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r,lisedeki ilk eyl\u00fcl\u00fcn\u2026Orda mutlu olman\u0131n asl\u0131nda kendi mutlulu\u011funun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenirsin ilk y\u0131l\u0131nda,dostlar\u0131n mutlu de\u011filse sen de[Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku…]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[229],"tags":[1373],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2358"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2358"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2358\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2358"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2358"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gncz.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2358"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}